shame and guilt..
it all filled you up now..
how can this happen to you..
a year on..
and..
what had u acheive..?
nothing
nothing at all..
do you know..
365 days are a huge amount of time spent.
and yet..
you gain nothing..
except..
pavillion..
time square..
bkt bintang..
petaling street..
sunway..
malacca..
genting..
and lots of money wasted..
u are such a useless pick of dead wood..
your presence does not have any meaning..
and you failed everything..
your parents..
your family..
your friends..
you are no longer yourself
or you are not yourself either..
hide yourself ..
in your past shadow..
keep yourself..
in the darkness of grief..
you owe everyboday an explaination..
you are such a disgust..
such a shame..
don ever show your face..
don ever shown up yourself..
you are useless..
you are nothing..
you are a rotten dead meat..
thj..