Saturday, February 28, 2009

well spent day

wow.. today is incredible great. done many great things..
1st of all.. fashion show.. with a chinese traditional outfit and a great pose... haha.. awesome..
next.. went for HM class for the 1st time in my 2nd sem
incredible huh? got caught for ponteng twice.. if one more time then cannot take exam d..
next. went to market 4 my 1st meal of the day at 2.30pm..
wow.. it is so late i know and my stomach almost groaning in unbearable pain.. however.. did a great deed today.. as the zap fan auntie is closing her shop.. there are many dishes left..
she said she will throw it away,..
being EMPATHIC and PRETENDING to be kind..
bought alot of food from her.. so not to waste the dishes..haha..
end up.. getting around inviting ppl to hv dinner with me..
BUT !! NOONE... noone wants to join.. so ....
end up eating it with my friends who bought the dish with me..
wow.. it is scrumptious.. mouth watering.. so delicious.. i like it..
have the warmth of home.. so nice..
then.. the best part came.. someone suggested to go macd 4 dessert..
and boom..
bumped into alex's car n got there.. 6 of us went..
take ice cream.. n a cup .. A CUP i mean .... A CUP of coke..
gulp gul[p gulp... drank so fast n REFILL REFILL REFILL.... haha...
end up so fullz....

haiz... so much things to study ...
almost lost in the race to the finish line.. i can be the last one.. but i cannot accept to be left out of the race,, HELP !!!

Friday, February 27, 2009


Suddenly feel no mood to do anything.. and realized that I’ve a blog.. so.. a strong feeling suddenly push me to write for a blog amidst this hectic and busy week. Very very busy recently.. till I do not have time for myself. And my books as well. Bogged down with several assignments and presentation, I really started to feel choke and gasping for help. Titas.. medicine and society presentation coming after ppd presentation, associated with several mega projects such as 4kl, amsep, east amsc, water carnival.. I can really feel the burden hitting me harder and harder. Almost fallen down and collapse.. well.. I’d collapsed today.. went straight back after class without having lunch.. slept for whole afternoon from 12 smth till 6.. really tired.. exhausting..
All of a sudden… I miss my family.. miss my friends back home.. recently keep on have reflection of my past.. matrix spm life… weird… it has long past.. but keep on thinking of it..
Wanted to go home badly… need to take a break from everything.. really burnt out..
Studies have long been left out of my timetable.. and my list of to be done everyday..when only can I start my studies? As a result, my formative… haiz.. fare badly in my formative as my counterparts all did very well.. really.. could not find time for myself…
Miss my home.. home sweet home…

getting emotional than ever for this year now.. tears will never be shed easily..