Tuesday, August 11, 2009

lost in a sea of.....

as i gaze through the blazing blue sky...
i start wondering..
who am i..
what is my purpose in life..
i mean.. not i think i;m useless.
is what is my target..
days gone ..
i seemed to be deviating away from my principle..
my target.. my dreams..
the never say die commitment which once i say aloud everywhere..
i do not know what it is now..
i tried my best..
i pick myself up..
but it seemes like i am running away from my dreams..
not concept.. my principle.. my perception...
getting hatred..
getting jealous..
getting kia su...
i know ..
know deeply ..
that i'm changing..
into a creature i never want to...
why am i here..?
what is my target in life..?
life in ukm of course..
fight fight fight..
but ironically..
i'm not fighting for knowledge..
why...
lost..
lost in my own sea of dread.. and greed..

thj.. you are lost..

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

what kinda greed u have

joonyi said...

"Concentrate on finding your goal, then concentrate on reaching it." by Michael Friedsam

JACQUES!!!!!!!!!!!! YONG BU YAN BAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s though i dun seem to fit to be someone to give you motivational thoughts... XD

jacquez said...

haiz.. recently seemed to be overshadow by activities post.. blinded by position... not the thinking of a doc should be.. out. totally our from my actual target..

yiLiaN said...

you got your style~~~ and it is stylish!!! :D keep it up!


Tuesday, August 11, 2009
as i gaze through the blazing blue sky...

Thursday, July 2, 2009
as i gaze through the pitch black skyline of kuala lumpur,

Wednesday, March 4, 2009
As i gaze through the pitch dark sky of the night in KL

-y3an- said...

i tink u r out of good vocab/words izzit.. baka,stand up n stop thinking so much.. do wat u tink u shud n dun keep on tink negatively here blaming urself or thgs happen dat way... can anot == c u lidis oso sien

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