2008~ year of reformation..

few more hours left...
time is running out..
as the year 2008 slides away from me, i realised that time had really past very fast..
very soon that i barely able to catch it...
gazing back to what happened in the year 2008..
it was a little wonder that i was surprised by this roller coaster year too..
yes. i had to admit..
the fact that 2008 was a better year than 2007...
but..
there are many ups and downs here too..
first and foremost..
matrix final exam...
fortunately..
it ended with joy as most of us got the results we wanted...
however...
everything came with a price....
the day finally came...
the day that 183 had to be separated..
all into different uni..
and left a single lonely soul into UKM...
indeed.. he is consider fortunate compared to his BROTHER...
as he got the course he dreamt for since young...
and also the uni which was his 1st choice....
but.. it is never be denied that he was truly saddened by the fact..
the cruel fact...
that he has to separate with all his 183 brothers...
he is alone there...
in that new place...
accompanied by few close pals...
that is his luck...
really
very lucky..
to at least has some friends here..
and managed to form a gang..
which named WEEKDAYS...
yup..
it is inevitable that this gang is still young..
the bond is still fragile...
anytime it can be broken...
but the spirits of everyone and efforts of everybody..
are so strong....
thank you very much....
in this very special year...
he also met a very special one..
whom he hopes to cure his wound..
deep deep wound inside his soul..
that was once a phantom of his life...
he found his life again..

going into uni...
another reality check appeared..
that he is not so talented afterall..
and not so intelligent afterall..
he is just a normal person..
not a hero..
not a great person..
he failed his exams badly..
twice..
and never managed to get an A at all..
not even once..
NO...
not even an A in his whole uni life...

i still remember..
the moment last year...
where all 183 gather together..
in astaka KMM...
together we sing our FAMOUS SONG...
RAINBOW...
TOGETHER...
we waited each minutes passed and the new year to arrive..
TOGETHER..
we count down...
WE MADE OUR MV..
WE BIND OUR STRONG BOND..
WE ARE 183..
WE ARE BROTHERS...
that was not even the best part..
the beset part is when pu tao zai came..
and all of us hid under those stool..
it was so exhilarating..
i will never forget it..


such ironic...
this year..
located in kl...
the center of the city..
the capital of our country..
but ..
everything sounds so quiet here..
no more count downs..
no more 183..
NO MORE...
klcc.. bkt bintang.. all those mega shopping malls..
so near..
yet so far...
and our promise..
ONE EIGHT THREE promise..
to count down together ....
has become a dream ...
that never come true..

undeniable...
distance separate us..
thou we are near ..
yet we are far apart..
deep inside our heart...
i know..
the spirit of 183..
will never die..
yong bu yan bai.. !!


2008 was not an easy nut to crack.. as we grow older.. we experienced more sufferings..
that is the only way to grow wiser and stronger...

as years plod on...
i started to realise..
life..
it is so fragile..
and so unpredictable..
we can't controll everything..
it is not in our hands..
and we have to be responsible for everything we done.
every decision..
never regret..
as i'd regretted much decision i made this year...

time really flies..
appreciate everything you have..
everyone besides you..
you may never know..
suddenly..
they will just leave you silently..
and so suddenly..

by thAT time u will only regret..
but it is already too late..

appreciate...
as time and tide will not for you...


be optimistic.. be strong.. be diligent..
YONG BU YAN BAI JACQUEZ !!