何谓义气？义气就是当人类在面临困难时，有紧急的时候，愿意伸出援手的人类。需强调的—是人类，万物之灵的人类。头脑比其他动物发达，会想，会分析事物的人类。

往往，在这无情的世界里，人类总是学会了一句成语，人不为己，天诛地灭。咳，为何在这妙手仁心的环境中，人类也会那么的无情，冷血？现实，不守信用，出尔反尔，一切一切人类丑陋的一面都显现出来。

原 来，患难见真情是对的。在困难中，你才会找到真正的朋友，真心的朋友。那些所谓什么上刀山下油锅的死党，生死之交，都是废话一大堆。大难领头，大家只会各 自飞，那管你整样。更何况，现在都不是什么大难，只是有好处而已，就有福自享，大难陷害你。这种那么没有道德的事情，竟然在以后未来救人族的党派里出 现？！！ 哈哈，好可爱的一群妙手仁心，以后还想拯救世界，散播爱情，造福人群。荒聊，一切都是荒聊！也许我没有资格去批评什么什么人，所以，我是在骂自己。

突然间，看透了人类很多狠毒的心态，很多不好的念头。人之初性本善。随着经验，学习，人类开始泛滥了。难得的是，有义气的人类原来还未绝种。很欣赏，很欣赏你们，可以在患难中，竟然还顾虑朋友的心情，朋友的一切一切。你们果然是一等一的好人。

Ish.. hard to write in mandarin. Long time didn’t write in mandarin but really can’t contain myself anymore. Time is a scarcity yet I really want to find some time out here to lash out on those people. Really can’t understand. Why people can be so selfish so stingy? If you done something that does not bring harm to others but bring benefits to you, it’s ok as humans always reserve the best for their own(except our parents) . but if u done something that bring severe damage to others just to give yourself some benefits. This is unacceptable, unthinkable unforgivable. Because of what you had done, people become homeless, thousands of ringgits thrown away, given to the wrong people, just like you go to sea and dump 20 RM50 into the sea. How can u done that?

Humans are really evil soul. Mean soul everywhere. Pls beware when u mix around. CHOOSE THE RIGHT FRIEND. use your heart to see people, not eyes. Fortunately I found and thanks god u guys are the rightful friend that truly value what friendship are and what brotherhood is. congrets to those who rathere give up a better place to stay just to remain with friends, to remain in a gang in a group. Thankn you . you guys really save what little dignity that mankind almost lost it. and those who unmoved by better offers coming around, you too preserve the sincerity of friendship and salvage the names of medic student.

here is a scenario. let's say your fees per month is rm200. u paid 3 months deposit + one month extra to break contract, that is 800, then electric deposit.rm100.u stay in kt one year is rm900 (one sem rm450). kt bus transport one year is 100. then if u stay kt, u save rm200 per month. one year is 2200 plus electric + water rm 200 per year. so income is 2200. out come is 1900.
so the profit is rm 300.. rm 300 is saved for what u had done but u lost everything else. u lost ur credibility, u lost ur friendship, u lost u dignity , you lost u pride, u lost yourself..

CONGRATULATIONS..



5 years, 5 more years to come, there is a long way to go… if u had already started making enemy in the 1st year, life will be thoroughly hard on the upcoming years. And if you had spoilt your name and dump your credibility into rubbish bin so early on, it is incontrovertible that you will find hard to get something. Something that is most valuable. Even more valuable that 4.0 in exam. What I called friendship.. greatful to have weekdays and others that treat me as one of your friends =)
Thou I’m totally unscattered in this HOME storm as my housemate has no problem, I deeply sympathize those who had much suffer this few days. Those tears shed, those heart ripped, those friendship broken and lost.. I wish that u guys can stand up strong and there is always a sunny day after a storm.. good luck in your finals and all the best.. !!


A person who cares, who hopes for peace

人类

何谓义气？义气就是当人类在面临困难时，有紧急的时候，愿意伸出援手的人类。需强调的—是人类，万物之灵的人类。头脑比其他动物发达，会想，会分析事物的人类。

往往，在这无情的世界里，人类总是学会了一句成语，人不为己，天诛地灭。咳，为何在这妙手仁心的环境中，人类也会那么的无情，冷血？现实，不守信用，出尔反尔，一切一切人类丑陋的一面都显现出来。

原来，患难见真情是对的。在困难中，你才会找到真正的朋友，真心的朋友。那些所谓什么上刀山下油锅的死党，生死之交，都是废话一大堆。大难领头，大家只会各自飞，那管你整样。更何况，现在都不是什么大难，只是有好处而已，就有福自享，大难陷害你。这种那么没有道德的事情，竟然在以后未来救人族的党派里出现？！！ 哈哈，好可爱的一群妙手仁心，以后还想拯救世界，散播爱情，造福人群。荒聊，一切都是荒聊！也许我没有资格去批评什么什么人，所以，我是在骂自己。

突然间，看透了人类很多狠毒的心态，很多不好的念头。人之初性本善。随着经验，学习，人类开始泛滥了。难得的是，有义气的人类原来还未绝种。很欣赏，很欣赏你们，可以在患难中，竟然还顾虑朋友的心情，朋友的一切一切。你们果然是一等一的好人。

Ish.. hard to write in mandarin. Long time didn’t write in mandarin but really can’t contain myself anymore. Time is a scarcity yet I really want to find some time out here to lash out on those people. Really can’t understand. Why people can be so selfish so stingy? If you done something that does not bring harm to others but bring benefits to you, it’s ok as humans always reserve the best for their own(except our parents) . but if u done something that bring severe damage to others just to give yourself some benefits. This is unacceptable, unthinkable unforgivable. Because of what you had done, people become homeless, thousands of ringgits thrown away, given to the wrong people, just like you go to sea and dump 20 RM50 into the sea. How can u done that?

Humans are really evil soul. Mean soul everywhere. Pls beware when u mix around. CHOOSE THE RIGHT FRIEND. use your heart to see people, not eyes. Fortunately I found and thanks god u guys are the rightful friend that truly value what friendship are and what brotherhood is. congrets to those who rathere give up a better place to stay just to remain with friends, to remain in a gang in a group. Thankn you . you guys really save what little dignity that mankind almost lost it. and those who unmoved by better offers coming around, you too preserve the sincerity of friendship and salvage the names of medic student.


5 years, 5 more years to come, there is a long way to go… if u had already started making enemy in the 1st year, life will be thoroughly hard on the upcoming years. And if you had spoilt your name and dump your credibility into rubbish bin so early on, it is incontrovertible that you will find hard to get something. Something that is most valuable. Even more valuable that 4.0 in exam. What I called friendship.. greatful to have weekdays and others that treat me as one of your friends =)
Thou I’m totally unscattered in this HOME storm as my housemate has no problem, I deeply sympathize those who had much suffer this few days. Those tears shed, those heart ripped, those friendship broken and lost.. I wish that u guys can stand up strong and there is always a sunny day after a storm.. good luck in your finals and all the best.. !!


A person who cares, who hopes for peace

i have a dream

many years ago, there was a great hero in the west. in the country christopher columbes found. in a great land. D418. that was the time when the hj were badly oppressed by siang.. because the ppl of siang think that they owe the room and hj should not stay in that land. hj do not have much opportunity. in every part of life, politics, economy, social or whatever. they are oppressed and not being given same rights as siang. but then stood one great leader, he said. i have a dream. and his dream was to unite hj and siang. that time, his quote was taken as a joke and noone believe him. everyone think that he is joking and talking nonsence. much much many years later, when man can conquer the space, rise one great leader. he proved that change is what everyone can do. he is the 1st hj ppl to be the leader of room d418. that proved the great leader's word right !! though it took many years to fullfill.it happened indeed. change we can. here came a dream of a simple guy, wishing to unite greats of same kingdom. we as the descendants of the dragon should not have any sore feelings and anguish amongst each other. the birth of a dragon should be celebrated by all phoenix, not those from the same kingdom only.. as the main person of the day is the dragon not the phoenix.no matter how deep is the rivalry between the phoenix, they will also unite in that day just to celebrate the great day of the dragon.as what they hope is the best moments for the dragon..here, one of the descendant of the dragons, too have a dream.. a dream that all blood will flow together in a stream forming a great river that unite to transform into a stong waterfall that will swipe away all rivalry and dark history.. sincerity shall prevail.. united. we can make a difference.

lost in a battle

I’ve tried to keep my feelings but I really can’t.
Twice I tried to keep it to myself, not wanting to affect others feelings
But sorry.
I can’t
I’ve to lash it out somewhere..
I tried to go to bed
To sleep
To forget this problem
But I can’t
And here I was
Awake again
Shedding tears again
2nd time of the night
I do not know why
But really quite emo
Tonight
Tried to contain myself
Failed again
Just like what I did in my exam
Tension arised.
I know
Everyone is feeling the same
I just lack of that important thing
The thing that can build my confidence n optimistic.
Kept on thinkin of the negative part.
Really.
It caught me.
Stress. Here u are
U won
I admit.
U WON!!
I lost.
I am succumbed to stress
Every night I slept
With guilty of not finishing my studies
But I;m exhausted. I’m tired.
I cant. The same old problem arised.
My roommate is too great. He is giving me pressure . indeed
I kno he didn’t mean it. and I tried to ignore it..
But I FAILED.
I know many of u will falter also if u r in the same situation.
Every night.. if u sleep much earlier than him.. and every day spent less time studying than him,..
Will u think what u studied is enough?
Will u think what u covered is complete?
Will u think u r ready for exam?
I’ve been trying.
But really every tired. Gonna give up soon..
Every night still awake by 2or even 3am..
But there r ppl sleeping late at 4 or 5am..
Will u think u r well enough>
It is not the matter of comparing with other ppl
Is the matter of whether u can go through yourself of not feeling guilty.
Of feeling ready even thou u study much less.
I don’t know.
Sorry.
My mood is bad,,
Lash it out on u..
Sorry sorry..
My fault.
Sigh..
academic pressure surely gain the edge over me now..
lost in a great battle..
less than 4 weeks
4 modules.
4 once n 4 all
some more so many haiz.. dunno how to say..
arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
calm down..... fu fu fu fu...
i'm fine.

It’s another gloomy night as my close friend came visiting me again. I do now know why it is so often recently. It’s a hatrick scored by him.3 days in a roll.

haiz.. this word kept on come out from my mouth.

how? i do not know..

emotions are high.. have to controll myself.

can't..

just lash out here.. don care..

Life has certainly been full of thorns recently . admit it. I’m certainly not enjoying my life now. Hate it. everything I planned ended up in a mess. Fine. No more planning. Sometimes really think that I’m stupid. Felt tired. Exhausted. Don’t want to live in a life of everybody. Wanna live in a life of my own. Don’t want to care others. Stop all those planning to make a group clicks. Stop all those thinking to wrap up your friend. Stop everything to seal friendship. No one appreciate it.. NOONE.. stop wasting time. Redang trip for all chiness? What a great joke. Wasting of your time. Phone bill and effort and also money. Just go home and be with your parents. That will be more appreciative. And rightful too..183 trip during our holiday?? Well may work but you’ve lost your zeal to plan anything, let it be.. a weekdays trip during holiday? Enough.. no one is agreeing with your idea. No need to do extra mile. What comes on goes on. And leaves too.. activity activity activity non stop working. Do you think you are a robot? !! stop it !!

If you keep on like this. Definitely you’ll fail your exam. Enough thj.. no more bull shitting. Concentrate on studies. Put everything aside… work for yourself. No more care for others.

how you fare your formative? you know it. you know how you do it. worse than anything

how many questions you do not know ?

you may not want to unveil it. you hv lost it certainly.

lost your brilliance.. are you going in for exam or colouring..?

go back to kindergarten.

you can colour better at that time.

a shadow walking amongst the shallow lake..

thinking you may drown yourself but end up creating a joke of yourself..

angry of many things.. if only i can be emotionless.. no need care so many things.

live one day happy one day save one day.. can we do it?

such irony..

think of yourself. care for your own.. friendship relationship? forget it..

How long can something last?

I wonder

I wonder how

I wonder why

Life is so special

Life is so complicated

Minds are so complex

Human are so typical

Things are so strange

Everything so weird

the more u think
the worse u get
pessimist or optimist
u can choose
but u chose the road not taken
why


why
why?

why must you be like this?

don't you think it is a bit over.?
you fight for it

and now you let it go..
too free is it?

whole year

one whole year

almost 365 days..
relentlessly you fight

fight
fight
fight
fight
struggle

struggle

struggle

struggle

struggle
and now you get it..

so many merits..
but you give up..
aduh...

really like..
a fool
brainless
BL..

enough
try to be clever
try to have motive
can u?
stop doing wasteful things
stop wasting energy
you re going to be anergy

thj.. stand up
speak out
live ur spirits
where is yong bu yan bai..
it is there
inside your heart
come on..
go go go
show ur power
live ur words
spread ur enthusiasm

prove to me you still have the spirit
the spirit..
once took u so high..
i know..
u still have what it takes

to be what you want...

SIEN AH !!!!
very very sien
lost of form
lost of determination
lost of yong bu yan bai
yong bai bu yan
haiz haiz haiz..
siensiesn sien

vistana or kt?
cyin, siang, or kt hc ali?
nice food or malay food?
no personal space or got single room?
share room or personal space?
gym swinning pool or football jogging?
monorail or bus?
shoppings n funs or studies n confined?
waste money or save money?
sick got ppl care or sick till dead?
studies can ask siang or self study?
no friends vs no friend.?
more entertaintainment vs less entertainment?
less study time vs more study time?
less activity vs more activity?
safe vs dangerous?
high risk of pregnancy vs no risk?


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