cough cough...
cough cough..
ah chiu... chiu.. ngiok ngiok..
couhg.
cough.... cough...
oh my god.. whole house coughing.. like a trend now.. new fashion..
even setapak them are following this new trend..
cough cough cough couhg..
soon to have one week break.. hehe..
cough xouhg.
couihg.. cough////
pain throat.. cough.. fever..
help us..!!
HELP WE NEED...

found a correlation between weather and emotion and health...
haze. bad weather leads to bad mood and bad health.
sick.. grief.. haze...
no scenery.. no smiles.. no health..
so..
pls return to normal weather..
thanks god`

a series of unfortunate events.

yup.. it is almost the end of the week. and this is the time to reflect.
reflect what you'd done and what has happen in this whole week.
just as in PPD.
well. this is certainly a week to forget. as my title sounds. really many mishaps occurred.
1st. it started with the great sick of jacquez..
from hypersensitivity to stomach ache to diarrhea ..
next, my lucky stars seemed to be covered by the haze of kl skyline.
as i no longer can gaze through the sky anymore..
it is so hazy.. and dusty. cough cough..
unfortunes really fallen in love with me for this whole week..
my gf fall asick.. quite severe.. went doc twice.. my housemate too.. went doc..
then, everything i planned turned out to be at wrong ends..
birthday party totally out of planned and wrong timing..
buddy aghast for my lack of time for him.. and always ignoring him..
csl doc give my group a huge bang for our inexperience and misbehave.
the one and only light in my toilet burnt and i can't use my toilet anymore,
usually at nights where i am in great need of micturation
my roommate got irritated by YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS..
my close pal seemed to have troubles yet i've no chance to talk to her..
the bookshelf i wanna buy is sold out..
no time to spend at home with housemate bcoz of activities...
the sky so dirty and hazy that i can't gaze through it anymore.
and i repeat..
I CAN'T GAZE THROUGH MY FAVOURITE SKY ANYMORE!!
haiz.. such a miserable week..
everything was upside down..

yet. there are some pro's beneath all the gloom traumatising me..
her condition is getting better and i hope she'll get well soon..
the party turned out to be a success at the end.. thou it was a bit late..
i'm still in good mood despite all the dampening situations..
.... .... ....
that's it. what else..
recently many ppl are emo. can see some in lecture hall today.. some from the whole week . some on thurs only especially girls.. some at home..

many ppl get sick too as virus are concuring mankind ,leaping to a greater step day after day.
hopefully, everyone can be strong..
this is a tough period. hard stage..
i hope that everyone . everyone can be strong..
preserve though this unexpected stage of 1st module only of 2nd yr..

the sick can get well. the moody can put their smiles back.. the agonies can be strong..

there is always a saying.. and this time is for everyone..

yong bu yan bai !!

distance has separate us apart..
words are getting scarce...
laughter has long gone..
miss those good old days...

stress has conquered us..
anguish and agony...
both took full control..
like a strong batallion of army

so little is what we had done in the past..
so much is what we haven't done in the future...

unfulfilled destiny...
undone promise...

challenges seemed tougher..
obstacles looked higher...
a mountain we need to climb..
yet...
many more valleys waiting to be crossed...

only the tough one will succeed.
but who is the tough one..?

monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday..
everyday is such a tough nut to crack...

standing seemed to be a hard option now..
as the fallen is coming to take revenge..

no more crackling laughter among us..
no more sweet voices uttered out..


appealing to be heard..
is the voices of my heart..

went to see doc today..

doc said no big deal..
but i think is a big deal..
still pain..
die..
agonizing pain..
oh my god..
what is happening with my stomach...
diagnosis??
hope omeprazole can help me..
this is what the doc said..

sicking weekend

stomachache

i've stomachache
everyday..
diarrhoea..
everyday..
incubation period one or 3 days
then pain again..
is it menorrhagia?

tak tau..
diarrhea everyday also.
bi li pe le bi li pe li..
shit!!!
just like a shit..
going to die if persist like this.

yesterday went hkl..
allergy.. rash whole body..
injection..

sick sick sick..
sicking weekends

redefine yourself..

sometimes i wonder. what should i do what should'n i?
it seems nothing can be perfect.. but human always aim for perfectionalism
when there is a will there is a way..
but it seems..
way too hard..
way too much..
and you'll eng up jeopardising yourself..
once i wondered..
is it too much.,.
or too little...
it is better ..
to do nothing..
nothing than everything,..
as..
the more you do..
the worse it is...
it is indeed...
you creat problems for yourself..
friendship..
mayb is just a tool...
in life..
to plod on...
and no wonder..
it is so hard to find true..
and to be true..
even if you strive..
you may end up being
the wrong person...
better done nothing..
as nothing means excellent..

wrong is normal..
but it seemed i made too much of it..
till forgiven is no longer a choice..

only way..
is to keep silent..
hide yourself..
and end your role..
no more trips
no more party
no more celebration..
no more gathering..

just focous on your activities..
finished it.
and stop taking responsibility..
you;'re not a natural leader
not a natural great hero..

go hide in your room and study...
DON repeat your failure in 1st yr,.
or you'll never stand up again..
i wonder..
if i'm the inactive type...
what will i be now...

if i don't go the extra mile..
if i don care for anything..
if i just remain silent..
if i hide myself in others shadow..
from the beginning..

maybe..
i'll be a better friend..

to the 7 of you...


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